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Justin Mathais Rigby  

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  • Deviant since Apr 26, 2004, 8:02 PM
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Barren

This haze that I walk through thickens like smog on a cloudy day.    Indecision haunts my steps like a spectre of unknown origin.  
I ask myself, must I carry this through all my days.    A flash of clarity in the darkness of doubt and then it is gone like a theif in the night.    As I walk blindly through the seemingly vacant streets of my mind.  I can feel the hands of unknown influences reaching out to grab me.  Threatening to pull me in a direction of uncertainty.    Cringing, clawing, biting, screaming, ripping free of these invisible forces.  I walk, unwilli

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HollowHere I am again, the feeling I want escapes me  Is this void un-fillable, not even if I sacrificed everything  Will I find you, am I the only one looking  Wish I didn’t have to care, I hurt myself every time  I wish you would find me, I suffer alone  Maybe you aren’t out there, maybe I am alone  Let my guard down every time,  the barrier is there for a reason  I would scream your name, if I only knew it Hollow
in Open on 12/28/06
BarrenThis haze that I walk through thickens like smog on a cloudy day.    Indecision haunts my steps like a spectre of unknown origin.  
I ask myself, must I carry this through all my days.    A flash of clarity in the darkness of doubt and then it is gone like a theif in the night.    As I walk blindly through the seemingly vacant streets of my mind.  I can feel the hands of unknown influences reaching out to grab me.  Threatening to pull me in a direction of uncertainty.    Cringing, clawing, biting, screaming, ripping free of these invisible forces.  I walk, unwilli Barren
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Journal Entry: Wed Dec 20, 2006, 6:12 PM
  • Listening to: your moms face
  • Reading: your moms face part 2
  • Watching: your moms face, the golden years
  • Playing: with your moms....face
  • Eating: your mom
  • Drinking: your.....hee. mom!
so i haven't written in my journal for like, ......ever. but yeah.

HA!!!!!!!! i tricked you all! this is dawna on justins comp and he is sitting next to me and doesn't even know because he's playing..............................drum roll please.............FF12.

so i can say anything...shhh. i think he suspects.......he just asked" what are you doing"........shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................................
okay he is playing again. mwahahahahahahahahah

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 23
  • Current Residence: Pocatello
  • Interests: Whatever I am doing at the moment
  • Favourite movie: Peter Pan
  • Favourite band or musician: AFI, The Used, My Chemical Romance, Green Day, Boy Sets Fire, The Rasmus, Dreaded Holiday
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything but country or rap ewwwwww
  • Favourite artist: James Brothwell
  • Favourite photographer: dawna81
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasies
  • Favourite gaming platform: RPG
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gir from Invader Zim
  • Personal Quote: Yes, I'm human...human human human just look at my neck.
  • Tools of the Trade: The little man that lives in my head parts. :p

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*Cmac13:iconCmac13: Aug 9, 2007, 7:19:23 AM
:wave:

saw your avatar in a Pisces group of the :iconthe-zodiac-club:

thought i'd say hello to a *fellow*fish* :giggle:

:headbang:

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The violets in the mountains have broken the rocks, Tennesse Williams :confused: :evillaugh: :sarcasm: and now :sarcasm: :buymyprints: :sarcasm: a print account [link] :sarcasm:
~Mayuchan619:iconMayuchan619: May 14, 2007, 9:03:47 AM
Thanks for the fav!!!
¡¡¡Alex Koslov!!!

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i love indie music
~xdarkvalentinex:iconxdarkvalentinex: May 13, 2006, 9:40:10 AM
thanks for the fav :3
~JamesGrimlee:iconJamesGrimlee: Dec 22, 2005, 9:59:05 PM
Check in on my scraps. Or scrap, really. You know you want to.

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-J.Grimlee
^skifi:iconskifi: Dec 18, 2005, 7:42:47 PM
Nice to meet you, Justin ;3

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...no me llames iluso porque tenga una ilusion...


~Fetus-Galore:iconFetus-Galore: Jul 8, 2005, 12:27:42 PM
hehe thank you soo much for the :+fav:! :D

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NEW ACCOUNT!

[link]

:D
~the-voices:iconthe-voices: Jun 16, 2005, 10:16:43 AM
that's for addin' me to ur friends list! ^_^

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=Jhas777:iconJhas777: May 30, 2005, 7:17:00 PM
Great stuff.

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~Black-of-light:iconBlack-of-light: May 19, 2005, 5:05:26 PM
so much, done with girls....till the summer:D

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When I heard these words,
it brought me to shame,
"cant stop the bleeding,
I cant stop the pain"....

Take a look at my gallery!!
most of its Dark, but hey i like it
[link]
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: May 19, 2005, 1:54:16 AM
I am ok, how are you doing. Feeling any better?

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

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~Black-of-light:iconBlack-of-light: May 17, 2005, 4:52:23 PM
hello, how are you??

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When I heard these words,
it brought me to shame,
"cant stop the bleeding,
I cant stop the pain"....

Take a look at my gallery!!
most of its Dark, but hey i like it
[link]
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: May 10, 2005, 8:00:49 PM
Your most certainly welcome.

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

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*Erikor:iconErikor: May 7, 2005, 2:37:29 AM
Thank you for the fav. :hug:
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: May 6, 2005, 12:14:00 PM
YAY! :w00t:

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

:star:*the-zodiac-club:star: :blackrose:~OfWings:blackrose: ~AFI-Fan-Club
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: May 6, 2005, 12:13:28 PM
your welcome. :giggle:

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

:star:*the-zodiac-club:star: :blackrose:~OfWings:blackrose: ~AFI-Fan-Club
~sage87:iconsage87: May 4, 2005, 9:53:17 PM
Thank you for the fav+!

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*quietinthedark:iconquietinthedark: May 3, 2005, 10:18:38 PM
wow, thank you for the fav and the watch! and you too have such great work. ^__^

thank you again you spiffy person!

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"What is a man?"
"The slave to death, the guest of an inn,
a wayfarer passing."
~ArtanisFefalas:iconArtanisFefalas: Apr 13, 2005, 11:42:32 AM
Heeyyyy there! Thank you for the fave on Golden !! So very much appreciated
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: Mar 22, 2005, 3:42:19 PM
OMFC

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

:star:*the-zodiac-club:star: :blackrose:~OfWings:blackrose: ~AFI-Fan-Club
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: Mar 22, 2005, 3:35:56 PM
Yup another testy

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

:star:*the-zodiac-club:star: :blackrose:~OfWings:blackrose: ~AFI-Fan-Club
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: Mar 22, 2005, 3:34:24 PM
test

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

:star:*the-zodiac-club:star: :blackrose:~OfWings:blackrose: ~AFI-Fan-Club
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: Mar 22, 2005, 3:33:11 PM
testing

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

:star:*the-zodiac-club:star: :blackrose:~OfWings:blackrose: ~AFI-Fan-Club
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: Mar 21, 2005, 4:08:03 PM
Thanks James sorry it took me so long to respond. I just never check my homepage because no body visits it. Yes I enjoyed it. I vomited all over Ryan's mothers rug. Dawna and Ryan caught me on video tape and apparently my pants came off and I exposed myself without realizing it. I also danced with some guy named Paul. I have no fucking clue who the fuck Paul is. So yes it was a good night indeed.

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

:star:*the-zodiac-club:star: :blackrose:~OfWings:blackrose: ~AFI-Fan-Club
~jmathaisr84:iconjmathaisr84: Mar 21, 2005, 4:05:37 PM
Your welcome.

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Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever in the endless sky. It slips away and all your money not another minute buy.

:star:*the-zodiac-club:star: :blackrose:~OfWings:blackrose: ~AFI-Fan-Club
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